I have always worked hard and never took too much time off for me. Well, now I guess I got plenty of time for me. I found out I lost my job and it would end in just two weeks. All of our positions in our department were eliminated. I dont think Im so much worried about what I will do next or where I will go next. I think my big worry is about the clients I worked with in the apartments. Now instead of seeing a familuar face every day, they will only get to see someone maybe once a week. I wonder how do we keep our own mental stability through all the changes that happen in our lives. When the world throws so much instability at us all the time.
Women trying to make it in the world and no one hearing what they have to say, children growing up so fast. I dont know if I have been able to give my kids all the skills they need to make it in this world. I have empowered my children and focused on their best interest for so long but still not sure if I did it all right, all alone. I have given them all a voice and made them feel comfortable with speaking their mind and taught them in a positive way. But still I wonder if they have all that they need to make it in this world of chaos and confusion.
I am keeping a positive mind about things and hope to not go crazy through the transition of not having a job so close to the holidays. This is going to be a challange but I have never cowered to any other challanges in my life and I have always stood strong and came out on top. So here I go again.
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